MOOING INTO THE ABYSS:
"a dairy"
baby's first post (1/365)
Saturday, December 9, 2023
Hey.
So, where do I begin?
Procrastination, that's where. JFC. (Jesus Fried Chicken). I have an essay that needs writing, and yet I'm right (write? haha, get it?) here.
Well then.
Hasta la vista babygirls, see ya on the other side.
OK... so maybe "consistency" isn't my forte.
Saturday, June 29, 2024
But WHO NEEDS IT, right? (write.)
ya kno
some people have a lil thing called CONSISTENCY. well THAT AIN'T ME CHIEF. THAT AIN'T ME BUSTA!!!!
imagine
having
a
sleep schedule
or
sleep
at
all
i dont have an endocrine system, i have an endocrine "set of loose guidelines".
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm uhhhhh
uhhhhhhhh i need a job. i tell that one lady at that one store i'd work for less than minimum wage
uhhhhh schedule driving instruction
uhhh senior portraits
uhhhhh research colleghes
study SAT (bring predicted 1460 up to 1550, bluebook??? khan academy)
i also want to write about a whole nother topic but my room is too fuckin hot 2 write rn juhgh fgh fgh fgh fgh fgh fgh fgh fgh adgadfg rsth hf hfgh
Why is it
Wednesday, July 3, 2024
I have about 12 disparate topics I want to write about
*Opens Google Docs*
*logs in*
POOF! all ideas have exited the lump of meat that I own called "my brain".
uhh hol up i'll write an introduction or somethin'
About This Site
Wednesday, July 3, 2024
Where am I? Why have I found myself on a poorly designed website hosted on Neocities Dot Com?
This is the "website" of some edgy teen.
The edgy teen's name? Angelica [REDACTED].
Names are irrelevant anyway
So... what makes this person so interesting they should have a blog on the interwebs?? What does this person even DO?????
The answer is...
uhhh.....
nothin' much :^(
buttttt TTTTTTT
...
I music (from time to time). I've been playing piano (on-and-off) for 11 years. If anyone needs some hastily composed background music for a short film, hit me up. I've been playing sax (poorly) for 5 years, and "just started" guitar (and by "just started" I mean I've been attempting to practice for about 10 months now but I'm not going anywhere).
I have a Flat.io account. Er, had. T'was a relic of a bygone era. I actually made a score for a play when I was 10 (written by my 10 year old self and an 11 year old friend) and it was pretty good, if you ignore the fact that I ripped off "Heartache" from Undertale smack dab in the middle of it.
I write. Mostly short stories with a vague setting and poorly thought out character names, or pretentious poetry that attempts to commentate on the state of modern soC IE TEA. Also, essays. Essays for no good reason on no particular topic. That's always fun.
Uhhh..... I try comedy. Not well, but I'm hoping to get into stand-up/open mics when I can actually DRIVE without having a HEART ATTACK!
I sometimes do weird lil video/photography projects that I usually regret making within a week of their creation.
ummmmm
...
I won a spelling bee when I was 8?
yeah
like weird lil songs and weird lil comics and weird lil videos and i am also ok at math
i run cross-country and Track but I am not good at either of those things, and that's irrelevant besides
oh my god will i ever accomplish anything with my life
I don't know if it's wise to link all my socials in the same place but uhhhhhh people have done worse. I don't have many. This is the name I've used for most accounts since I was 7 so you can go stalk child-me now if you want. You won't find anything TOO egregious (or my home address or social security) (and yes, I checked), but warning: there is cringe.
yout00b: https://www.youtube.com/@isenfirecat
newgrounds: https://isenfirecat.newgrounds.com
Uh... I used to have a Bandcamp under a different name, but it's cringe as Hell. That's going to get buried where it belongs....
uh hhhhhh hhhhhhh thats about it fo' now
cash ew on the other side
christ has RISEN!!
Saturday, July 13, 2024
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panik attack
Sunday, January 5, 2024
you should go see
Did this instead of my Swarthmore and Harvey Mudd application on their due dates (my two dream schools; which I got INTERVIEWED for and received positive feedback from the interviewers) cuz I didn't understand teacher recommenders were a thing so there was no point in tryna submit the application anyway. Instead spent brief period of time in elevated emotional state making useless drawings.
kicking myself.
maybe UCs will go well
maybe
panik attack v2: you're stupid
Wednesday, January 8, 2024
swattie app got extended
and yet
i am not completing it
due to
*anxiety*
"muh anxiety" EVERYONE HAS ANXIETY BITCHHHHHHH
ok listen
i don't sleep bitch
bitchhhh!!!!
senior superlatives, amirite?
for some reason the ASB decided to make 5 out of 13 superlatives offered have a negative connotation.
"biggest heartbreaker" let's slutshame girls again. she's a bop!!!
"most likely to get carded at 30" god forbid men be short
"Most Irresponsible" seriously? this is the worst out of all of them WTF.
"Worst Driver" this is kinda funny but like. what happened to "most likely to succeed"
"Most Controversial". The guy who everyone's voting is a total sweetheart once you get to know him. Also several people voted me apparently. Not to imply that I'm a sweetheart or anything, but...
I suppose i'd rather be "Most Controversial" than nothing at all... at least it indicates you speak your mind? even if not necessarily in a totally-PC manner? ---> which is, paradoxically, Hashtag Girlboss
here's a quote from The Haunting of Hill House.
i've never watched it, but i saw it in a Reddit thread of "Good movie quotes?"
Olivia Crain: We're all safe now. This is our forever house. It always was. Nothing bad will ever touch them ever again.
Hugh Crain: Nothing good will, either.
and that about-sums up my thoughts on this matter
everyone has a stupid boyfriend now
Friday, January 10, 2024
ok listen a girl can dream
screw this stupid gender wars stuff
I'mma go to college soon. This autistic bitch needs to find a husband.
I wish personal ads were still a thing.
Nobody reads personal ads anymore in the year of our Lord A.D. 2025. (Oh God, that date sounds like the future!)
Short hair, clean-shaven, dresses normal, but classy...
Probably a nerd because non-nerds give me social anxiety.
Doing something weird, or rebellious-but-ultimately-unthreatening, and with a touch of femininity...
-- walking his cat on a leash outside, or
-- smoking a pink cigarette, or
-- you get to talking and it turns out he's an early childhood education major...
Maybe he's just a vanilla-normal dude then he's got bright blue nail polish. Like that.
Maybe he's really good at crochet or something.
In conclusion, I need to lower my standards because I'm ugly asf and men like this do not exist.
missed a deadline
Friday, January 10, 2024
missed deadline to UofA. you idiot
Feeling cute, might vanish
Monday, January 13, 2024
Watching Bo Burnham when I was 10 made me believe I could be a comedian. Lol, no.
I should build a bridge, join the air force, learn to sew, or hop hurdles. Everything else is vapor.
There's an epidemic of White people (often White women, but seems to be gradually spreading to men as well) giving themselves every single label they can come up with because they can't stand the idea of being privileged.*